There was a long silence between the two of them. Chris begun to
feel uneasy bringing up his problem to a priest. He was about to
leave when the priest spoke again.
"So, how are you gonna break the news to Debbie?"
"Well, father I will tell her..." he paused. Then he realized
that he hadn't mentioned his girlfriend's name. How could this priest
know her name, he thought.
"Jake, is that you?"
"Yes, Chris. It's me."
"Shit man, you freak me out? Ops... sorry about cursing."
"Come on, Chris let's get out of this box and talk."
With that both men went out of the confession box and sat on the
bench.
"Chris, are you sure about how you feel?"
"Every since that night..."
"at the club, am I right?" Jake interrupted.
"Yeah, how did you know?"
"Chris, I know you like I know myself. There's nothing you
can hide from me."
"Yeah, the singer in the club is a student of mine. And I love
him more than Debbie."
"How can you be sure?"
"Well, when I saw him with another guy last night, I really
had a fit. I was 'really' jealous that he was with another guy."
"And, does he loves you too?"
Chris paused for a while and then sigh.
"I don't know. All I know is that I love him."
"What are you gonna do with Debbie?
"I don't know that's why I'm here, ain't I."
"Don't get smart with me, guy"
"Ah, Jake you know that I hate it when you call me that. Besides,
I'm a full-grown man now. Stopped treating me like a boy."
"Just teasing."
"For a priest Jake, you could be such a joker. Man, be serious.
I really need your advice. I'm dying here."
"Okay. Fine. Look, Chris, have you "really" thought
about it and it's consequences?"
"Yes, I have."
"Then, it's useless for to say anything. I guess, you had made
up your mind."
"Jake, I need more than that!" Chris voice was desperate.
"Chris, you know I love right?"
"Yeah, Jake I love you too. But what does it have to do with
my problem?
"A lot. Chris, I'm talking to you right now as your best friend,
and as a brother, and not as priest. If you need my approval about
the course of actions you're going to take, sorry to disappoint
you, but I won't."
Chris heart was crestfallen upon hearing Jake's word.
"Hey, Chris, you're taking this the wrong way. What I meant
was be true to yourself and follow your heart. Let no one run your
life for you."
"But isn't this a sin?" Chris asked.
"It is a sin to love, then."
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